Lives spent Waiting for Godot…

I put up the lyrics of “A Dying Cub Fan’s Last Request,” never thinking that anyone would take it as something I wrote.  (I mean, seriously, it’s *waaaay* out of my league.)  It was written by songwriter / singer Steve Goodman.  He is best known nationally as the composer of “The City of New Orleans,” a song that was a huge hit for Arlo Guthrie, and has since been covered by such singers as Johnny Cash and Willie Nelson.  The morning show Good Morning America took its title from the song’s chorus, and thus remains a sort of tribute to him.

Steve–and I use his first name because any Cubs fan who’s heard “A Dying Cubs Fan’s Last Request” knows that he was their brother–is better known to younger fans of the Cubs Nation (if at all) as the writer and performer of the rather more Upbeat “Go Cubs Go”, which he composed for the then seemingly destined-for-greatness 1984 team.  The song reemerged in a big way this year as the Cubs’ anthem, played over the PA and sung by the fans whenever we won at home this year.  In case you’re wondering, they didn’t play it after last Saturday’s game.

Sadly, Steve died shortly before the ’84 Cubs clinched the division…and slightly less shortly before they blew the League Championship.  He had lekeumia, and passed away at the grotesquely tender age of 36.  The song I quoted thus has a very real dark side; as funny as it is, it’s also an ackowledgement of the bleak, hopeless existance of the fans of the North Side.  Steve no doubt wrote that song with hope that it wouldn’t be about him personally, but it was, and was equally about thousands and thousands of other yearningly hopeful, hopelessly embittered souls.

Most would say it’s a tragedy that Steve died so young and thus before he would ever see his beloved Cubs win a World Series.  And tragic it is, but moreso, perhaps, for the fact that had God granted him another 23 years of life (and counting), he still would have been so denied. 

This is the lot of all Cubs fans, myself included.  Perhaps I will live long enough to see the Cubbies enter the Holy Lands, but chances are I’ll be like the hundreds of thousands of fans before me who lived and died denied of their dream.  These are the people my heart goes out to this year, those that have come and gone before me, and especially those elderly fans for whom this was a last chance to see their dream come true.

Here’s to you, Steve.  I hope you are indeed having a better time watching the Angels.

  • Charles Goodwin

    Speaking for myself, any expression on my part was at least as much in response to what you must have been feeling when you put Steve’s lyrics in your post as it was to the words themselves. This is in no way a denigration of the words, they are wonderfully and hauntingly appropriate. But it is a recognition of your own weltschmerz as a Cubs fan…

  • Man is born to sorrow. Cub fans bathe in it.

    Your empathy is much appreciated, however.

  • I can have some perspective into your plight due to the results in the Australian Football League this year. The team of Geelong, who represent a regional town of Victoria (with around 200,000 people) had not won a Premiership since 1964. Since that time, they have been on the losing end of five Grand Finals, four of which were in a six-year span of 1989-1995.

    This year, they finished on top of the ladder after the regular season, and won both of their ‘finals’, placing them in the Grand Final against Port Adelaide.

    Geelong fans were both funny and tragic in the week leading up to the Grand Final. They knew that they supported the team which was demonstrably the best team in 2007. They had won 16 games in a row, and 19 out of 20. But they had faced disappointment so many times before…

    However, Geelong did go on to win the Grand Final (incidentally by the greatest margin in history!) and the scenes of celebration were a sight to behold. The entire town of Geelong melted down for about a week, and very few people begrudged them their moment of victory.

    Suffice it to say, Ken, that the longest, weariest river does eventually find its way to sea, and I have no doubt that your team’s moment of glory is on its way..

  • Ericb

    And just think, in the past 15 years the Rangers have won a Stanley Cup and the Red Sox have won a World Series, that’s two major curses that no one thought would ever be lifted. The odds don’t look so bad for the Cubs in the long run.

  • David

    Prior to 2004, the last time the Red Sox won it all my grandfather was a small child, and they found out about the win by reading the newspaper the next day. That’s the way it was then: baseball wasn’t even on the radio yet, which wasn’t such a big deal because most people didn’t have radios anyway. He died at age 94 without ever seeing them win again.

    It was different for us, I think. While the Cubs are an annual exercise in futility, the Red Sox seemed to hold the prize in their hands every decade or so, only to actively throw it away. It got so bad that we would often turn on our own. Witness the huge wads of undeserved bile that have been heaped Bill Buckner for the past two decades. At least you guys have a valid reason for vilifying Bartman.

    Believe that your time will come. Go to Wrigley in April, have a beer and a hot dog in the bleachers, enjoy the intricate ballet that is baseball, and know that one day the worm will turn.

    On that day your endless faith will be justified, and your boundless loyalty rewarded.

  • Ericb

    When the Rangers won the Stanley cup on 1994 my brother was like “Wow, the Rangers have won a Stanley Cup and the Giants have won a superbowl [both had been sorry franchises when he became a fan in the early 70s], there’ nothing to live for now.”

  • Food

    The White Sox went 99 years of their own between World Championships. If the South Side can do it in 99, I don’t see why the North Side can’t do it in 100.